Forbidden love

I’m into forbidden love
Even God granted me hell
To be with you I will accept
When I’m with you, hell feels like heaven
But without you, even heaven is hell to me

Your heart was locked diary i never
got chance to read
So, I didn’t get to know that you were suffering
We stood for our forbidden love but
Your little heart couldn’t handle the pain
The pain of others being judgmental
To our forbidden love
My love wasn’t enough to heal your scars,
To your innocent little heart

You took your life for our infinite love.
You left like smoke vanishing into thin air,
But can’t make you vanish from my heart
It’s painful to live in the world without you.
Even time runs slow when you aren’t here.
I feel incomplete without you
It’s hard to say goodbye-
The hardest goodbye of my life my love,
That you said to me.

Without you, I’m suffering darling
Please take me into your arms
Let me be with you, hell or heaven
With you, I can be happy anywhere
You are not only my happiness
But You are my oxygen that
The breath I need to live darling.

Now you’re aren’t with me,
I’m crying next to your grave
That moment, my heart stopped beating
Next, I see you smiling,
Welcoming me into your arms.
Death couldn’t even break us apart.
Finally, we can be happy,
Together in the afterlife.
No pain, no suffering, no judgmental-
only showering with love.

Everyone’s eyes
Because our love was forbidden
In others’ eyes.

Author Note:

“This poem is the definition of love that is judged, bound by boundaries, misunderstood, and eventually lost to the cruelty of the world. It’s a tribute to those who were loved meaningfully. This is for those who love deeply—may it speak of those who’ve felt the sting of forbidden love and the ache of loss.”             -Monika Sunuwar